I feel so alone.

Life has been one big change after another. And the one person i want to talk to i cant. I miss my Aunt Paula so much. She was my total confident with my life as I was hers. We were more than just Aunt and neice we were best friends. I know shes gone but at times I really wish she was still here which is selfish of me because shes in a better place and in no more pain but with all 25 years of my life she has been there for me and now I dont know what to do without her. And I feel so ALONE.